Everything Changed with Time — Kabir Narayan Jha
Seriously, it sounds so strange that when I was a kid, I wanted to become a MARCOS (a part of the Special Forces in India). I wanted to take on huge responsibilities for this country. At the same time, I used to play a lot with my friends. In fact, I enjoyed it so much that I would lose track of time. I just used to play — I didn’t want to study much, but I wanted to explore real and practical things, which I still do today.
If I talk about now, I still don’t know how my time flies, but the difference is that in childhood, I used to feel fulfilled. Now, it’s all about responsibility, and it feels like an overwhelming burden. It’s like emptiness. Sometimes I ask myself, is it really worth doing everything? Because in the end, nothing seems to matter. Maybe I’m wrong, but I often reflect on this when I walk on the roof and have a self-talk moment.
At least I’m taking time to talk to myself. I have so many colleagues who don’t even have that much time for self-reflection.
So, I just feel like time is the same, things are the same — I don’t know how my time is flying — but the difference is that in childhood, I felt fulfilled with friends and simple moments, while now, it’s filled with emptiness.
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